Nathan.

James smiled at me alot today.
That was nice. I don't know him very well, but it was still nice.
A girl came over and she was wearing the same type of shoes as Nathan used to.
I got shivers up my spine.
I knew it was probably because of the cold air that had been blowing up my back for the past hour from the air vent, but it still kind of hurt to think it might have been about him.
I didn't really care that James was smiling at me after that.

I will explain this all more later.